Post by Jaedyn Holland on Jan 17, 2008 17:50:39 GMT -5
The entire plane ride was like one huge car accident in slow motion. As he got out of his friends jeep and grabbed his bags he could feel his life slowly falling away. As he looked back into the car his one true friend just gave him a nod, before biting his bottom lip. At that point it took everything in Jae not to let the tears loose that were threatening to pour out his dark eyes. His friends were his famiy, the people who had always given him a place to stay when his parents kicked him out, the people who held him when he went through his withdraws as he struggled to stop his drug use, the one group of people who had never abandoned him. Jae just nodded back, "Im going to miss you bro." and that was it. Jae shut the door and walked into the airport. He wanted to bail, he wanted to just throw his shit down, and bail. But he couldnt, his parents would never forgive him if he didnt take this opportunity. So he dragged himself to the check in, dropped his bags off and headed towards his terminal. Once he reached it he sat in the waiting area as he waited for his flight. He couldnt beieve how fast his life was changing, he was leaving the States, for London. He had no idea what it would be like over there, what kind of people he would meet, were his life would lead. It was so hard leaving his life behind, everything he had loved he had turned his back on. For what? To get on a plane and go to a school for talented students. He wasnt that talented was he? He didnt think so, after all he had never considered himelf anything special, especially seeing as his parents had never praised him for anything in his life. At the thought he flipped out his phone, and began scrolling through the numbers, only to stop on Romley's name.
He just stared at the phone for a moment, before he heard his section being called to board. He closed his phone, grabbed his carry on, and boarded the plane. He quickly found his seat, and sat down. He looked out the window, and just sighed. This was it, he was leaving it all behind and heading to England for a new section of his life. The plane began to move, and Jae held his breath before closing his eyes. He let them remain close until they were off the ground, he looked out the window once more, and in that second he longed for Romley. It was an odd feeling, he had never imagined himself ever wanting to even see her again, but knowing he was leaving, possibly for good, left a lot of unspoken desires. He regretted what had happened, and how he left things. Romley had hurt him badly, she had destroy him the day he walked in on her and Jared.
Yet before he had a chance to relive the moment again he awoke. Jaedyn found himself staring at the ceiling, his entire body covered in sweat. This was a typical night for the singer, for it seemed he never got a moments peace. He had almost been here almost two months. He hadht heard from his back home at all, his parents rarely called, but what hurt the most was the fact he hadnt heard anything about Romley from either his friends or his family. He worried about her, even after what she had done to him he couldnt stop making himself stop caring. He sighed as he pulled back the blankets and climbed out of bed. The tattoos one his chest barley visible as he walked out of his dorm and towards the bathrooms. He walked in, grabbing his towel off the rack and turned the shower on. He needed to wake himself up, and then he needed to go for a walk. This place was slowly suffocating him, and he had nothing to look forward to here. His instructors were getting frustrated by his laziness and lack of desire. They all knew he was talented, and extremly capable of writing some wonderful songs, he simply just chose not to. Or as one of his instructors stated, he was simply being defiant because he thought it would give them a reason to give up on him. All he really needed was something to look forward too, but at this current moment he had no one worth his time, no one who made him want to crawl out of bed just to see them... he was lifeless and it showed.
As he hopped into the shower he sighed, letting the warm water hit his skin. He stuck his head under the water, and just allowed it to soak it. Jae pulled his head out of the water, and wiped his face before he began washing his hair, and the old make up off his face. Yes Jae did wear eyeliner and on the rare occasion eye shadow. Once he had finished he turned the water off, and wrapped the towel around his waist before heading back to his room. He pulled on a pair of clean boxers, and then pulled his tight jeans on. He looked in his closet before grabbing a black tee, and tossing it on as well. He sprayed some axe on himself, before pulling on his white and black hoodie. He walked over to his dresser and grabbed his brush, and bow dryer. He fixed his hair, and then placed his hat on top of it. It was about 8 at night, and yes Jae had slept through all his classes and he didnt care. He grabbed his keys, and walked out of his room, and then out of the dorm, and onto campus. He walked down the side walk that led to the parking lot, after all he really could use some food.
He just stared at the phone for a moment, before he heard his section being called to board. He closed his phone, grabbed his carry on, and boarded the plane. He quickly found his seat, and sat down. He looked out the window, and just sighed. This was it, he was leaving it all behind and heading to England for a new section of his life. The plane began to move, and Jae held his breath before closing his eyes. He let them remain close until they were off the ground, he looked out the window once more, and in that second he longed for Romley. It was an odd feeling, he had never imagined himself ever wanting to even see her again, but knowing he was leaving, possibly for good, left a lot of unspoken desires. He regretted what had happened, and how he left things. Romley had hurt him badly, she had destroy him the day he walked in on her and Jared.
Yet before he had a chance to relive the moment again he awoke. Jaedyn found himself staring at the ceiling, his entire body covered in sweat. This was a typical night for the singer, for it seemed he never got a moments peace. He had almost been here almost two months. He hadht heard from his back home at all, his parents rarely called, but what hurt the most was the fact he hadnt heard anything about Romley from either his friends or his family. He worried about her, even after what she had done to him he couldnt stop making himself stop caring. He sighed as he pulled back the blankets and climbed out of bed. The tattoos one his chest barley visible as he walked out of his dorm and towards the bathrooms. He walked in, grabbing his towel off the rack and turned the shower on. He needed to wake himself up, and then he needed to go for a walk. This place was slowly suffocating him, and he had nothing to look forward to here. His instructors were getting frustrated by his laziness and lack of desire. They all knew he was talented, and extremly capable of writing some wonderful songs, he simply just chose not to. Or as one of his instructors stated, he was simply being defiant because he thought it would give them a reason to give up on him. All he really needed was something to look forward too, but at this current moment he had no one worth his time, no one who made him want to crawl out of bed just to see them... he was lifeless and it showed.
As he hopped into the shower he sighed, letting the warm water hit his skin. He stuck his head under the water, and just allowed it to soak it. Jae pulled his head out of the water, and wiped his face before he began washing his hair, and the old make up off his face. Yes Jae did wear eyeliner and on the rare occasion eye shadow. Once he had finished he turned the water off, and wrapped the towel around his waist before heading back to his room. He pulled on a pair of clean boxers, and then pulled his tight jeans on. He looked in his closet before grabbing a black tee, and tossing it on as well. He sprayed some axe on himself, before pulling on his white and black hoodie. He walked over to his dresser and grabbed his brush, and bow dryer. He fixed his hair, and then placed his hat on top of it. It was about 8 at night, and yes Jae had slept through all his classes and he didnt care. He grabbed his keys, and walked out of his room, and then out of the dorm, and onto campus. He walked down the side walk that led to the parking lot, after all he really could use some food.
