Not because i have to but because i want to;;

[Kirra Cadsten]

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Kirra was not getting use to the school year. She had her homework and her friends and all but what she missed most was writing her own songs not because she had to but because she wanted to. She was sitting in her room typing on AIM and she was just thinking as she waited for her friends to respond. Kirra was very talented at righting her own music. Well somewhat. She liked to write her own type she really liked to tell her story through her words. Sighing she shut her laptop after a quick got to go. She sighed leaning back in her chair deciding what she wanted to do. Either go out for the night or head down to the practice hall and see if she could come up with some good lyrics. Finally deciding she would go and write some lyrics she got up and made her way over to her closet she needed to change and take a shower so why not start with picking an outfit.

She looked in her closet trying to decide on the best outfit for her. She was a little stuck since she had A LOT of clothes to pick from. She grabbed a black tank top and then a short sleeve blue blouse and a belt then a pair of light blue skinny jeans and headed towards the bathroom. She hung her cloths on the back of the bathroom door and with a small smile stripped off the clothes she was wearing right then. She turned on the shower and stepped in feeling the hot water hit her skin and man did that feel good. She sighed slightly as the hot water ran down her back and her thoughts wandered aimlessly around her. She really didn’t know if she could deal with all this pressure for much longer. I mean this was her home but sometimes she got overwhelmed and she hated the feeling of being useless. She hated it with a passion.

Kirra sighed slightly and once she was done her shower about twenty minutes later she turned off the water and grabbed a towel drying herself off as much as she could. She stepped out pulling on her white bra and her matching white panties then her skinny jeans and black tank top. Then pulling her blue blouse overtop she finished of her look with a gold belt that rested on her stomach. She looked in the mirror with a smile. She looked good. Well better than she thought she would in this outfit it was new but her father had bought it and usually he didn’t know how to shop for her but this was a cute outfit. She turned on her blow dryer and started to dry her hair. She hated when it was wet and stuck to the back of her neck. It just felt gross. Once it was all dry she straightened it and did her make-up sticking with the earth tones like normal.

Kirra smiled at her overall reflection in the mirror and finished up with some lip gloss which she stuck in her pocket afterwards. Kirra smiled slightly and grabbed her guitar which was over in the corner then she grabbed her note book and pencil which was in her purse so she in the end just grabbed her purse. Kirra made her way out of her dorm locking it behind her just in case and started out of her dorm building it was a quick walk to the school so it didn’t take her that long to get up there the hard part was that the door was locker. She took a bobby pin out of her purse and started to pick the lock taking a bit longer this time. She smirked when she was finally in and started down the hall towards the Concert hall.

Kirra smiled when she found the right doors and pushed one opened walking down to the stage and up the stairs. She decided she could start with the piano so laid her guitar down and made her way over. She looked out her lyrics and notes she had already started to write and she put them down so she could make changes and play the notes on the piano. She smiled slightly as she started to play “na na na na” she said slowly “na na na na Yeah” she sang quietly again “you are the music in me”. She switched a note and began from the beginning not aware that someone was listening for who that someone was she was about to find out.

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